So I started a new job today. It was hard for me to leave my baby but I think the knowledge of not having a place to live or food to eat would be more detramental. I can say that I earned ever cent at work. It was tough and nasty, insulation hurts. I missed Nyali so muh and was about to give up and come home but then thought again about her life and I saw her pretty little face in my mind and told myself to hang on and it will be okay. I will go back tomorrow and touigh it out again. The paycheck at the end of the week will feel pretty good too.

My parents are leaving on Wednesday. I will miss them terrible but Nyali will miss them more. She just loves her Granny and Grandpa. Where ever Grandpa goes Nyali follows. Its really quite sweet.

We are celebrating Nyalis' birthday early. Tomorrow will be her birthday before her birthday. We are all excited. Wish us luck....no rain on the day of her party.


For anyone who knows what is going on, Darren has decided to reside in Utah. He has been gone now for one month. I am not going to say that I don't miss him because that is not completely true. I miss the grown up to grown up interaction and the help with the baby. I will not say that I do not love him becuase that also is not entirely true. I love him still for he is the father of my child, and I love him still because at one point we were the best of friends. Our marriege is over yes, but I am okay with that part now. Nyali is my main concern. My life is going to revolve around Nyali and her well being.

Good bye for now.